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Because of personal security reasons, I'm making this journal Friends Only from now on.
Comment here if you want me to add you. If you're already my Friend, then don't give this post a second thought.
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| Holy shit, it's been a while. Man, looking back at some of these posts, I realize I was once a whiny emo bitch. If anyone remembers me, feel free to comment!! - I feel::amused
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| Why can't I ever say what I want to?
Why do I worry so damn much about what others will think?
I just want to be able to speak my mind, just once, without worrying about getting yelled at.
I am totally angry at myself.
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| Oh yeah. It's update time! Are you excited yet?? Yeah, everything's been getting better. I'm in a writing mood. Who's up for a random (unfinished) story? | |
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| I'm sorry I haven't updated in.... months.
Life was kinda sucky, and not in a good way. It was bad enough for me not to want to rant and whine about it on here.
But then, life got better again, and school started shoving shit down my throat (like always).
I'm gonna try to post regluarly again.
Not that anyone'll understand what I'm posting, but that's not relevant.
I miiiiight look into everyone's journals to see what I missed, but then again I might not. Maybe just the people I really like.
Maybe no ones. Who knows? Certainly not me.
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I blame Levi and his spawnlings.
Damn him.
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| Last month, I rescued a dog from the streets. She's a medium-sized dog, all black with white paws, a with a blaze on her chest and a little on her muzzle. I named her Gypsy.
The other day, when Sarah was over, i went outside to give her a treat, and i noticed that part of her neck was swollen. I frantically called my dad and she called our friend Katie for advice. There wasn't much we could do, seeing as the vets were closed and we couldn't afford it anyways. So, periodically over the day, i'd make sure she got some soft food in her & some water.
We noticed she wasn't very lucid, and she was avoiding everyone.
Today, her neck is worse, and... she attack one of our other dogs... she's beyond help now, and....my dad's going to go put her down....
oh god...... - Tags:gypsy
- Location:hell
- I feel::blank
 - What's drowning out the screaming::linkin park- valentine's day
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| 1. The person who tagged you is...
</a></a>optical_nerve2. Your relationship with him/her is...Interesting. 3. Five impressions you have of him/her...Smart, artistic, creative, funny... andpervy. But that's okay! Pervy people are fun people! <3 4. The most memorable thing he/she has done for you.
I remember the commision she did for me once, and the pic she did for me for Xmas... I still have them!! 5. The most memorable words he/she has said to you.Hmmmm...Not sure.... but it had to do with Hazel... 6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will...Worship she ground she walks on? I dunno... 7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be...Be more happy? Not sure... 8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...;o; Cry. A lot. 9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be...Most likely something silly, knowing me... 10. The most desirable thing you want to do for him/her now is...Make them slime! =D 11. Your overall impression of him/her is...Smart, thoughtful person. 12. How you think people around you feel about you...I know a few people think I'm annoying and stupid, but there are others who find me funny, charming, and cute.... I hope... 13. The characteristic you love about yourself is...My randomness. *puts on fuzzy top hat* 14. On the contrary, the characteristic you hate about yourself is...
i have anger issues sometimes.... 15. The most ideal person you want to be is...Taller, healthier, and less angry.. 16. For people that care and like you, say something to them...I LOVE YOU ALL!!!! 17. Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you - TRY NOT TO PEEP AT THE QUESTION BELOW BEFORE WRITING DOWN THE NAMES. 1. agoutimare2. bandanna_boy_173. ![[info]](http://l-files.livejournal.net/userhead/657?v=1328879641) leikomgwtfbbq4. ![[info]](http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tigerzah n5. samt036. hazel_grosse 7. [info]graver_2488. grenhilndieagan9. demyx10. yukie1013 </div> | |
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| Britany broke up with me.
she...she says she doesn't love me like that anymore.... even after just two days ago telling me she loved me...I don't want it to be true, it hurts so much... Like something inside me was shattered and everything that reminds me of her digs the shards deeper and harder into me...i know I've complained so much about her, but I still love her no matter what... I just can't stop...I don't want to stop... Everything I did, all my hopes, my dreams, all included her... I didn't care about the future before she came, didn't care about how I looked or anything... and I helped her, saved her from her depression... but now she's ending our bond, and it hurts more than getting a tooth pulled... I can't move on so quick as her, I just can't... I don't know when or if or anything... I just feel so sad.... - I feel::blank
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| Sorry 'bout my last post. Pent-up stress. Yeah.
I noticed that No one really reads my journal anymore.... Nor do I post a lot. Odd. Oh well, I really don't mind.Not like I have all the time in the world anymore.
Something I saw on Deviantart- some shithead was nagging some yaoi artist that she'd be a great artist if she stopped drawing 'trash like this' or something to that affect.
WFT? What is wrong with people? I mean, gods, I know we all have our differences, but people really don't need to take it out on others. Everyone has their own personal prefenences. I mean, if we all liked the same shit, we'd just be clones of eachother, and be lower than other animals.
And people also should stop pressing their belifs on others. I mean, that's what our current war's about! I mean, seriously, I don't think we need to hold their hand while they piss. If they want to live in a hellhole, who are we to stop them? If they really wanted help, they would've asked. All we've been doing is getting back for 9/11.Man, for a while back then my parent's wouldn't let me out in town- My dad's family immagrated from Bohemia several decades back, and mixed with my mom's side, when I get a tan, I look like an Iraqi woman. I was like, 11, and I was afraid to walk thru the local Winn-Dixie 'cause of rednecks eyeballing me. That's made me permanently sensitive about how I look.
But seriously. What's going to become of the world if we can't learn to resolve our differences? I don't want my future childen growing up in a world filled with hate. I mean, jeeze, The world is violent enough already. People willing to hurt eachother and innocents over something stupid is no world I'd want to be born into.
And I don't get why everyone is so race-orientated. If I wanna tell a black joke, i'ma tell a fucking black joke! If Im in the middle of the mall and I want to talk to my dad about some dumbass comedian my sister likes to watch and about the race-joke thing he did, dammit, I have the right to do it! I could care less what people think of me.
Okay, I'm slepy. Time to go to bed.
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| *insert maniacal laughter here*
Um....yeah... Hi everyone! *waves* I gotsa new compy.....And I've lost more of my sanity.... YAY MPD! XDDD
Yeeeeaaah....... You know what?
I've been yaoi deprived....Demyx fanstuff deprived...everything deprived...
But I missed my Friends List the most!!!!!!!
HI EVERYONE, I'M HOME!!!!!! | |
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